Episode 09

[Holly Hoffman]

Wowee. What's the fall out from such an explosive tribal council?

Where do you go from here? How have your plans changed?

Now that one idol has been played, are you scared of potentially more idols being played?

[Linda]

I don't go anywhere from here. I'm a lost puppy with no pack, no family. So I have no plans. Nothing to worry about. Except being a goat. That's the worst possible fate. I'll quit before I allow myself to be dragged to the end

[Linda]

and here's Sarah and I bonding over being the two people who have been fucked in the ass by those we trusted. Heh

[Mia Galeotalanza]

Linda baby stay strong!

[Linda]

do I get an award for best breakdown in Stranded history? ha. Alcohol's numbed a fair amount. I'll be ok

[Jeff Probst]

Don't worry Gurl, you're not alone in the meltdown category. So tell me a bit more about how you're picking up the pieces. Is everything from before Tc now irrelevant? Seems you are talking to players you originally weren't... Are you finding out any new information?

[Brenda Lowe]

NGL, I'm a little disappointed this one didn't make the final cut

Lindsey

This one is personal you bitch

Can you give us some deets on exactly what it is that Lindsey did to break your heart? You really haven't explained it. I know it's hard to talk about ;__; but you can soldier through in aims of an explanation..

[Brenda Lowe]

Also this, from you, aimed at Sean at the TC last night deserves some comment and/or explanation.

oooh you are a sneaky one. I see what you did.....

Don't get me wrong, I love how emotionally charged you are in here, but give us a juicy "state of the game" update when you get the time.

[Linda]

Let's take these down now. I'll answer both of Brenda's questions now and then a game update(for Jeff) in the next post

1. As far as last night...wow I really didn't see myself ever pulling that sort of a meltdown. I don't know, I think part of it was outside factors. I had had a very exhausting week, and it finished an hour before the challenge and I thought that at least that day would be easy, so I could relax a bit. No dice apparently. As far as Lindsey herself...I think she was the only one in this game who could have made me feel like that. I don't even know why...we just "clicked" on Day 1, and we were as tight as sisters(at least that' what I thought) up until then. I was legitimately sad on nuTamanaco because I couldn't talk to her. Lex was really the only fun person to talk to, and he didn't match up to Lindsey. And then we merged and it everything seemed perfect again and Lindsey and I seemed at the heart of a fantastic alliance. It was like finding the other half of my Survivor...er Stranded soul and then we were going to dominate again. Hell I wanted her at the end with me, even though I knew there was a very large change of her beating me at the end just because she's so goddamn likable. I don't know..I was willing to do anything for her thi sgame. And she kept lying even after I found out the truth. Means she thought I was a fool too

2. And that was in regards to Sean's betrayal of me. As you all know, he came into nuTamanaco down in numbers and had "two idols". In reality, we find out that is zero. But hey, it's a good move, I can respect that. But then he transferred an idol to me, to show "loyalty" even though it was a fake piece of photoshopped crap. And I bought it. And therefore I was loyal to that alliance as well. And I was played for a fool there too. Essentially, I figured it out right away as soon as he posted the real idol.

So you guys probably think I'm a terrible player at this point :P

[Linda]

Now in terms of moving forward...well, lets just say I will be as cut throat as I need to be. I aim to destroy the ones who made a fool out of me. Kill Bill style. That, of course, needs to be done in an organized fashion though. Sarah's been talking to me, but she's fake as hell, but I'm trying to "pull myself into there" because that's what "my mind tells me is the best bet" so they think they have numbers tongiht. Essentially, that's Sarah/Kim/Lindsey/Gina. Especially since I'm 98% sure either Gina, Lindsey, or Sarah has the idol. And then we shock them tonight, probably taking out Kim .

Essentially right now, I think I lean in reality towards a 6 person alliance with myself/Lex/Gabe/Patty...and then Sean and Vee. Those last two will suffer at some point. The other 3 are the only ones who can claim to not have been making a fool out of me, thouh Patty is iffy in that category as well, so I will plan to take her out before F3 too. Essentially, I want this next vote to go Kim P, vengeance number 1, then split the votes at 9, getting rid of Gina or Lindsey, vengeance number 2. And then the other, vengeance number 3. At that point, I can try to work Sarah into some plans, but she's almost too dangerous as an immunity threat, so I don't want her near the end. So maybe she'll go in a break.

At that point, I need to have Gabe/Patty on my side, and then we take out Sean and Vee in vengeance numbers 4 and 5, and then hopefully I take out Patty in sort of vengeance number 6, and then I go to the end with two guys who have not done anythign to hurt me this entire game.

But yeah, fuck almost everyone here.

[Brenda Lowe]

lol, you still never told us what exactly she did! Just do a voicevoer for previously on Stranded and give us the gist of it. You two were allied tightly, but then she did ______ and lied to you about it. What did she do?

[Brenda Lowe]

Apologies in advance if you've explained this and I'm being dim.

[Kim Mullen]

I'm gonna echo Brenda in that when I was reading through last night's tribal council, I was legitimately shocked over this fallout between you and Lindsey and I am very confused. What exactly did she do to you?

[Linda]

We promised never to lie to each other. We promised never to leave the other person out of plans. We promised that all information would be shared between us. And we promised to ensure we both got to the final 2. I kept up to my end of the bargain. I told her everything I knew. That's how she was able to get a lot going. And she then continued to lie to me even after I had discovered it, and I continued to believe it. She was willing to lead me along so long as it helped HER. So yeah, I felt really used.

[Linda]

also Kim, your picture makes you look like you want to murder someone. You ok?

[Linda]

Kim P