I went wrong when I couldn't find the idol password. If someone would be nice to tell me what it was, I'm dying to know.
I do like to show off

I fully expected something like this to be my downfall. It was a chance I was willing to take though. I'm probably more about making big plays than winning. I'd rather lose after a Russel game than win after a Natalie game. That's why it was infuriating when I couldn't find the idol, it broadens the number of plays you can make by one thousand. Just look at what happened to me once those two idols came in.
i wanted that Cacique position on day one but Kim beat me to it. Contesting it would've made me look bad at that point. Then I had to make myself her #2. Too late I realized she's really bad at this game. She just freaking gave away immunity for free. Free. She doesn't read half the things I say, and apparently doesn't read what Mia was asking her and she just agreed. I thought she betrayed me, cause nobody can be that stupid, I was wrong.
The curious case of new Lex. I had to Godfather this guy into my side at the Diane vote. I was hoping he wouldn't try to pull something funny until late game, He talked to Lindsey about alliances then lied to me about it. I genuinely considered voting him instead of Big Tom for a second. But I thought I'm good with them until later after the merge. The devil you know... I guess he was rushed by the offer of idols. First clue was them finding out "general might go home" that day. Lex also didn't want the vote to swing to General, however, he didn't expose himself then. Once Sean still had the two idols, I knew he was out for revenge with me. My hope was to get the immunity for me, to force him to take a deal with me. But that hope was ruined by Mama Kim's total paranoia. Sean wouldn't have risked going into the merge with me if he wasn't on my good side. Sean was willing to make that deal, which scared me because it was a bit too obvious, but I had to put my money on it, no other choice. Minutes before tribal I was panicking, I told Lex i trust he is not stupid enough to take any deals Sean might offer. He was.
Linda? Goat.
I wish I could've instructed Mama Kim to send me to the other tribe. Her making the decisions was the worst thing imaginable.
I would play again in a heartbeat, had great fun while it lasted.
