Patricia wrote:Missed you too buddy. I've got this whole ranting raving speech prepared about how you betrayed me and asking things like 'how could you do this to me' and stuff but I figured you'd want a beer or something first. Did you know that you'd go straight after me?
How long was Gabe planning to betray me?
Haha to be honest i wanted you to go when the sarah vote happened becasue when you messaged me "in the end we all play to win" message i knew you'd turn on me at some point. I thought that you, gabe, gina, and lindsey would align after sarah's vote and get rid of me. I worked with lindsey hardcore to make sure that didnt happen. but that night when everyone flipped to vote sarah instead of you or gina i knew i had lost control of the game, and after you left i knew my days were numbered and the target on my back was bigger then ever.
Right as we were approaching the vote, i realized that things were going to hell, and so i started telling you things gabe was telling me in hopes that youd have an idol and stay in the game.
I was campaigning hard for you to go instead of sarah, but when i tried to stop the plans i put in place, the others were to far on board to change it. I realized my mistake but it was too late. Also gabe only told me about betraying you right before the sarah vote. Only like aybe 1/2 before i started telling yyou.
it was a hot mess. I don't like not having control @.@