Patricia wrote:Lindsey:
1. Can you give me your perception of me and my threat level at different points of the game? Like, since we met at NuMariche, give me a round by round analysis of what you thought about me, how big of a threat you thought I was, and if at any point you genuinely considered taking me to the end.
2. Were our casual talks fun? Or were they just social game?
3. Do you think that you had as much, or more control in this game than Gabe?
4. Compare each member of the jury to a Gym Leader from the pokemon games. Give reasoning.
A question for all three of you
Compare our relationship in this game to a relationship in Survivor.
1. Alright, good question. To me, our relationship can be separated into four different phases, as my thoughts about you during certain portions of the game didn't change during some rounds.
Part I - NuMariche (F14, F13)I was but a helpless sheep being led to slaughter on NuMariche. A minority who didn't have power. We talked constantly during this portion of the game. It started out having nothing to do with the game, but eventually we warmed up to each other enough on a personal level that game talk began to naturally segue from it. I liked you and trusted you a lot already, a lot of it being based on instinct as we had yet to attend a Tribal Council together. I can't say I was considering going to the end with you though because my mind hadn't even thought about such things. I considered you a threat due to you probably being the most strategically apt and chatty on NuMariche, but at that point, threat level wasn't very important to me. I knew I wanted to work with you, but i wasn't sure about how far I wanted to go with it yet because I didn't know who I would reconnect with from my original tribe at the merge.
Part II - Early Merge (F12, F11)This was the point in the game where I trusted you the most and you rivaled Gina as someone who I considered my closest ally. We communicated CONSTANTLY at this point in the game on a personal and game level and I trusted you 110%. At this point, you were for sure in my ideal final 3 and I wanted to go to the end with you, regardless of how threatening you might have been at that point.
Part III - Skepticism (F10)After the Sean blindside failed the previous round, Sarah and I compared notes and found out that you were basically aligned with everyone. Although I was still pretty confident that I trusted you, I began to realize that you might not have had my best interests in mind. Plus, i was slightly suspicious that you were the one who leaked the Sean vote. This is when sirens began to sound in my head that you were a huge threat and calling the shots.
Part IV - The End (F9, F8, F7)After the Kim P vote, I no longer trusted you. I still liked you and I liked talking to you but I knew it would be foolish of me to trust you again after that. I also knew you and Gabe pretty much had sole control of how the next vote would turn out and I didn't want to go so I didn't let on that I no longer trusted you. I saw you as a massive threat. After the Vecepia vote, Sean made it clear that he didn't trust you either and we activated the deal we had been talking about the previous round due to a mutual desire to work together... As well as feeling mutually threatened by you. I was no longer considering taking you to the end by this point and saw you as a huge roadblock to get there due to your strategic and social prowess.
2. Fun, for sure. As I said it my last answer to Sarah, my strategic moves do NOT reflect how I felt about you people. If this was just based off of how much I liked people, I would probably have wanted you to be sitting up here with me, because I enjoyed our talks a lot and I felt they were genuine. And TBH that was partially a key to my game... Talking to people wasn't purely social game for me because I'm pretty naturally chatty and enjoyed talking to all of you anyway.
3. I'm going to be honest... NO. I do not believe I was in as much control of the game as Gabriel was. To say otherwise would be inaccurate. HOWEVER, I do believe I had to fight harder. Let's go back to Vecepia's question, where she cited me as the luckiest member of the final 3.
Because of luck and how things out of my control panned out, it was never an option for me in the first half of the merge to be in control. I didn't have the tools - Gabe did. Gabe didn't get swapped into the minority of a foreign tribe and have to fight his way into their good graces. Gabe didn't have to be worried about Sean and Vecepia like I did since he already knew them at the merge. These tools gave him a leg up on being in control - a leg up that I couldn't really have. But despite not being in control, I never layed down and died. I was always fighting and always trying to make things happen, no matter what position I was in.
4. Kim J -
Erika - Kim J was just an effusively positive and feisty MORP presence like Erika.
Clarence -
OUR RELATIONSHIP AND SURVIVOR:
Jenna Morasca and Deena Bennett would be my best estimate - with you as Deena and myself as Jenna. We were as close as close could be for most of the game. But as Deena betrayed Jenna's trust when she tried to target Alex, you betrayed mine when you took out Kim P and then targeted me and I realized it was no longer in our best interests to work together and I voted you out.