Episode 07

[Holly Hoffman]

MERGE!

It's so big it needs two chaos emoticons!

So much to talk about. Where is your head at now that the tribes have been put together as one? This is now an individual game, how does that change your approach? What is your plan from here?

I want lots of gossip this round. Need info for my host blog.

[Kim J]

Jesus, I've never felt so alone.

Every time a Tamanaco has left, it has been someone that has been a dear ally of mine. And now, here we are, merged. I'm alone. Severely, 100 percent, alone. At least when it comes to my tribe-swapped tribe.

I feel like i'm being excluded by Lex, he isn't responding to my mails. The only people really giving me a chance in this game are Kim P/Lindsey. Vecepia hates me, I can tell and I've been told.

The worst part? I'm the ideal ally. I have no one. But I seriously doubt anyones going to give me a chance. I just have to hope that theres a jury that I somehow made, I want that title at least.

It sucks. I'm alone. I have no one to call an ally. All my chips were with Frank. Every one of them. I need to do a lot of ground control if I have any chance of staying.

[Jeff Probst]

You know it's funny because the entire game it looked like you were excelling at the tasks and Sarah was alienating herself, at least from how everyone else was telling you. Now we sit here and you are alienated for giving up the Cacique title. Did you ever expecting giving it away would be the harder decision than doing a task?

Considering talking to anyone else who you think is on the outs?

[Kim J]

I dunno. I'd talk to Sarah, but it sounds like she wants me gone too XP

I've put my self in a pretty situation, haven't I, Probst?

I thought when I was giving away Cacique, that it would help all of the Tamanacoans merge. I was gambling on that. I was 100% for the team. Now it's looking like everyone playing me that night has caused relations to shift with Vecepia (obviously).

Vecepia wants me gone. Aparently, Sarah wants me gone. That's 2 people out of 12 that want me gone AND THE NIGHT IS YOUNG, MR PROBST.

Just 2 days ago, I was playing this game for my allies. Now, i'd be lucky to survive a night by myself.

[Jeff Probst]

With backs against the wall, have you noticed a shift in former allies? Have you noticed a change in yourself or are you prepared to make a change?

[Kim J]

I've become a paranoid idiot who wont keep her mouth shut. But i figure, I have nothing to lose, right?

For example: I just asked Sean for an idol of his, promising that I would be forever in debt to him and it's a chance to get rid of someone that's powerfull in this game. Will he actually believe me? HA!

It's becoming a one sided effort trying to get people to talk to me. I've noticed that I'm being avoided, especially by Lex.

The worst part? I GAVE UP CACIQUE BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP LEX MERGE! Lex is perfectly willing to see my ass go now. I gave up EVERYTHING for him (or at least, that's what I thought) and he won't even talk to me.

Sarah is trying to get me to shut up by telling me that Vecepia is the target tonight. I seriously doubt that it's the case, but it's becoming to seem like its the only option.

[Kim J]

Also: Did we make "Jury"?

I want that much satisfaction

[Kim J]

I'm good. I think it's finalized.

I'm leaving, at BEST, 8-4

At least I merged. gg

Mods, would I qualify for a "second chances" season?

[Kim J]

I'm making headway. I'm like a slow turtle, inching it's way to the finish line. The sad part is that i'm competing for something beyond 12th place. XP.

I've talked to Gina and Sarah now. Sarah REALLY dislikes Vee. I'm gunning for that option. Gina has Gabe and Patty with her, so hopefully I can breach into the 3 of them to consider voting out Vecepia.

[Jeff Probst]

Well... there's always the option of finding the new merged idol...

[Kim J]

Yeah, with no clues?

If you give me a clue, I might have a shot ;P

[Jeff Probst]

Yeah, with no clues?

If you give me a clue, I might have a shot ;P

Theres a clue posted in the camp fire.

[Kim J]

I just noticed.
Duurrhr

Deffinately going to spend my afternoon waisting my life XP

[Kim J]

Since I'm your favorite, could you give me another clue? just me? XP

[Kim J]

Now Sarah is thinking of throwing out Sean before he can play an idol. Perfect.

My chances are rising.

[Kim J]

As I sit here waiting for the votes to be read, you don't know HOW ecstatic I am that Sean didn't play an idol.

Now I just have to hope that Sarah can garner the votes necessary to save my a$$