Brenda Lowe wrote:Hmm, okay. I'm just catching up here and I'm a little confused. First you talk about how you want to be against people you can beat at the end, and then you go on to outline a boot order and a cast assessment that only leaves Gabe around as someone in your opinion is a beatable end-gamer - am I right so far?
I guess I'm in a bit of a bind because obviously I want to be sitting next to people I can beat at the end, but the current play in the tribe allows me few endgame options I can beat. It sounds to me like most of the people I'm certain I can beat are getting voted out. Of the proposed final 8, I'm fairly certain I can beat Linda, Gabe and Vee and fairly certain I could never beat Pat, Lindsey or Sean. Lex is a toss up. My path to the end with beatable people becomes a lot more difficult if I stick with these 8 to the final 8, especially considering that Clarence and Sarah are generally disliked and both are pretty loyal to me, a combination I absolutely love. It's also going to be a lot harder to blindside Sean, Lindsey or Pat the farther we get into the game.
But I've also got to watch the tribe perception of me because if I go around proposing all these blindsides and huge moves, I think people will start to think of me as a gamebot (in a negative sense). I HAVE made genuine connections out here. Pat, for example- or Lindsey, or Sarah. I think this is a group who respects good gameplay but if somebody plays too cut throat they may not reward that in the end.
You've also got to watch WHEN you try and blindside someone. It has to be the right time. If the tribe is pretty overwhelmingly against taking a certain person out, pushing it too much is only going to put a target on your own back.
Brenda Lowe wrote:Then you complain about the tribe allowing Sean too much power, and how no-one is willing to make a move. Cut to you finding just the item that would allow you to do that, yet you would rather keep it close to your chest?
Explain the inconsistencies in that. Is this just a case of hanging onto it for later survival? I'm curious if your gameplan really has changed from;
'get people I trust to the merge' to 'get myself to the end with two people I can beat'.
Regarding the idol... I'm not opposed to using it on someone to blindside someone else, but it's all about timing. I can't go burn an idol at the final 11 unless its absolutely necessary for my survival. Right now I am the only person in this game who knows where all three idols are and I'd like to keep it that way for a while.
And I don't see how you can say my game plan has changed! The timing was not right on Sean. Even if I had voted for Sean instead of Kim J, Lindsey and Linda weren't voting for him as I suspected so it wouldn't have made a difference. AND these rookies split the vote for some reason! smh.
My point is, big moves will be made. It's the nature of the game. The proposed final 8 is most likely not the actual final 8. But I've got to really calculate when these big moves can take place. For example, I want to keep Sarah in the game. Everyone else in my alliance wants her out really badly, including my closest ally. If Pat, a player who is very intelligent and all for big moves, if she isn't receptive to trying to swing something to save Sarah then no one will be. Then I have to ask- is Sarah worth using my idol on? And the answer is absolutely not. Not at the final 11. Now, things always change and there's plenty of time until our next challenge, so Sarah could win immunity or tribe dynamics could shift, but at this point I don't see a way to save her. If the dynamic changes, thats great. If it doesn't, I can't help that.
Anyway, I hope I've answered some of your questions. Sorry if they're confusing- I'm constantly re-adjusting my path to the end. All of what I've just written could be irrelevant in an hour when I change my mind and just decide to try and blindside everyone without regards to timing or tribe dynamics.
Brenda Lowe wrote:Also can I point out this is a nice little roll back to your first confessionals about "going with what the group wants". Winner quote? Or foreshadowing of your eventual exit..

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Definitely a winners quote. I've already got the Benz I want picked out.