Final Words

[Brenda Lowe]

Ugh Clarence You were quickly becoming a favourite of mine an dI was quietly hoping you'd find some crack you could legitimately get into here.

Anyways, this is a place to reflect on your time in the game. Any regrets? Things you would change? Would you play again? And who are you rooting for, and what do you expect to happen! Let it all out here! Don't hold back!

[Clarence]

I shall copy paste all my random blatherings and maybe it shall make sense to someone!

All my random thoughts the night of. lol Probably incoherent and out of context:

The people who have no chance to win based on their frazzled gameplay, outbursts on the forum, and lol goodbye messages to people who need their votes: Lindsey, Kim P, Linda.
People who can't win because of their fighting with one another: Sarah, Vecepia.
People who can't win because they are never around: Gabriel.

I WANT Kim P and Lindsey to win, because they were incredibly nice to me the day I was there. Although I can see why you don't want them to win.

I THINK Sean is going to win. I also want him to win. I respect him as a competitor.

Sorry about you leaving <3 I wanted you to win out of most the people that were there. Sorry for making side deals and not telling you, I just wanted to merge with numbers that would benefit me at merge.

<3

Kim P was always not even a player for me and Lindsey, for god knows what reason, insta-turned on you at the merge lol and then turned on me tonight for no real reason. I guess she really really wants to work with Kim P? Not sure!

I don't think Sean will win.

My whole thing going into the merge was trying not to do much in the competitions, missing some, etc. so as not to be a threat at the merge for that reason. I really wanted to win this one tonight, but 100% forgot about this place while Big Brother was on, so that sucks. I wish I had a reminder somehow lol boo me for not remembering.

I think Sean's only 'respected' because you gave him the immunity idol clues? Or whoever gave him the clues that let him find idols, otherwise he would've been as irrelevant as I was. I tried so hard on that stupid new one that was out there but Jeff's clues suck too much. My plan was to win this immunity challenge to show people I could, vote out Sarah, then vote out Kim P, then vote out Sean, then vote out Gina(my favorite <3), then I'd have enough numbers to vote out Patricia(another awesome person <3), [basically I wanted to target Sarah/Kim P because that was easy, then target the three people I thought were my biggest competitors]

Then I was gonna win some more immunities, vote out Lex, then I'd be left with Vecepia, Linda, Lindsey, Gabriel and myself.

Vecepia: I figured I could beat because of her too-close ties with Lex, same with Gabriel being never online/around. Those would've been my two goats.

So I'd have voted out Lindsey and then Linda at final 5.

It would've sucked to vote out Lindsey, but once she was gone, I figured I would've won. lol but I see now that I was probably wrong. And that even if I did start trying in the immunity challenges that people hated me? for some odd reason? I guess I gave off the floater impression too well?

lol!

Not sure what I did wrong.

I slept til 2 pm today, watched some Big Brother Live Feeds, went in the pool, had dinner, watched Big Brother, started listening to a podcast, remembered we had this tonight...

and then I missed the challenge, which I haven't been trying in all season, which is sad, I thought I would try tonight.

Then I read my pms and Lindsey and Kim P wanted to target Sean, everyone else wants to target Sarah/Kim P. I like Lindsey, so I don't tell Sean this, I don't like Kim P, mostly because of what Lindsey has revealed about her possibly working with other people, but I don't tell Sean about her targeting him either, I still have more pms to read. I read the rest, etc. etc. Target is still Sarah. I think we're targetting Kim P if Sarah loses... I guess other people didn't want that. Sean tells me people are targeting me. lols probably him.

Haha I don't even know.

I guess Sean is lying to them really well. Making stuff up and what not. I didn't think anyone would target me for sucking in the challenges and not showing up. Rofl, Gabe does this every week and no one mentions his name.

After this tribal, the only three people I'm thinking of voting the winner would be Patricia, Sean, or Gina. =)

lol the rest of you got played so hard tonight. I guess my real downfall is Jeff's inability to make riddles and poetry.

but my REAL downfall is that somehow Gabrial seems to know who my survivorsucks forum name is. So... yeah... bad on whoever told him that lol.

oh and

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I think my whole problem, besides showing up late and missing the immunity challenge and strat talks -.- okay that's probably it, but the other big problem was me coming out and just being blasee(sp) and not giving a fuck when I outed Sean's plan and Lindsey/Kim P's plan at tribal.

Brenda, love, If I was you I woulda totally won this shit. Best avatar ever, otay? <33

IF ONLY I HAD SHOWED UP ON TIME. I wouldn't be here. lol -head to wall-

You should do this when the BB Live feeds and tv show aren't airing ^-^ I'd have been here with bells on.

-flails- And this immunity challenge, THIS ONE, was the one I wanted to try for for reals this time. This one! Like, omg. How did I forget to show up?! How?! Why didn't I remember. lmao.